ღThanks For Everythingღ

nw i jz realize tat so many ppl hate me.. hmm.. i jz dono tat i'm so bad.. yes, me is lyk tat.. noe new frenz thn x care old 1 ady.. nt x care is less.. u tink jz me? y u x tink other? thy also lyk tat mah.. whn gt bf, less choi us also.. whn gt new frenz also x find us ady.. thn? y jz blame me? if do hate me thn dn talk wif me.. i dn wan miz d day we hv fun 2gether.. hmm.. talk bout fun.. yeah.. i miz it.. haiz.. i cnnt ask sum1 2 sit beside me n share tiz feeling.. myb i should kip it 2 myself.. cry at my room alone.. x 1 disturb.. my heart is very pain.. we hv different mind.. even u also hate me.. after break wif him.. u gt find me? nop.. reli less.. i gt complain? i gt say u? she jz take it serious.. hmm.. myb whn i write tiz, all also d same thg..

lol.. i cnnt stand tiz anymore.. day by day, my frenzlist less 1 ppl.. hmm.. wat m doin nw? crying while i post tiz.. m sowie if i ady change.. bt.... its very hurt whn LONG TIME AGO thy hate u bt nw jz realize.. if jz 1 m still oorkay.. tiz? send msg ask hate r nt.. all say yes.. myb if i send d msg 2 all my contact num, gt 98% say yes.. haiz.. every1 will change d loh.. even u also.. bt plz.. go c cermin lah b4 u say me.. hmm.. dono wan say wat ady.. d more i write, d more i cry..

fine.. y haven holidays yet?? if nw holidays so gud.. i dn wan go skul nw.. i dn wan talk 2 any1.. i jz wan alone.. jz left me alone.. cn i do tat?? myb x.. coz i'll miz Jie.. Jie, i nvr blame u coz make ppl hate me.. its me wana go talk wif u.. its me wana b closer frenz wif u.. n hope u understand me.. if u also x understand me.. i'll kill myself.. i dare do tat.. jz nw i ady tink wana do tat.. jump frm d building.. bt.... hmm.. i miz sum1 ltr.. lol.. is thr any1 tat stil hate me bt i dn noe? i wana noe.. haiz..

-----BabyMic ᶫᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ-----