ღStupid Lifeღ

oorkay. long time din't update this thing already. lolx. so, holiday how ? i just know mine super sucks. xD yesterday goes to school for badminton training. yeah, what the hell. no net for us. .__. and then we can't play just because the long xin is practicing. we just like idiots out there. nothing to do. =__= so, we wait the " big boss " go first then just started to play. of cause without net. xD lolx. we go to central buy one lur. use my money lagi. ameh. this is just the first day we on. how about the next day nea ? i don't think so. everyone seems like so BUSY with their own thing. i don't even know how to plan. i just created the Ignightus group for 12 member inside. just to discuss with them. manatau, some of them really less online de. the boss also no care one. just care his gf only. ._. if not because of me, i don't think yesterday got on. haix. what also me. :(

tomorrow got on. but some busy war. so, i don't know want cancel it or not. hmm. imma kinda lazy to think about it. and why should i use my brain to think other useless thing ? stupid me. so tired ! this week so lazy to go out. but if no out this week, then this holiday no fun for me. cause next week got choir camp. 5 days. ._. need wake up so damn early. haix. i can't enjoy my holiday like everyone does. projek still need to rush. yeah, i keep this in my mind. and then ? until now what also no do. F ! can i just kill myself now ? URGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just feel like everyone HATES me now. yeah whatever. who cares right ? hate then hate lor. lolx. TOTALLY NOT IN MOOD NOW ! sorry if this post is hurting some of you. i was just angry now. don't ask me why cause i totally don't know what happened to me. :| bubye.

x_.]..Xiiao Ching..['"_ ♥