ღI'm Not Okayღ

here i am blogging again. i'm sorry for long time dint update this. i was too busy for SPM. i guess ? now i'm bored. so, was here to update this. i dont want people thought this blogger's owner dont want care jor. cause last post was four month ago LOL ! okay, talk about SPM. ya, SPM -.- stress like hell. before SPM ( 13 november 2011 ), i woke up at 5 something and thought that day was my big day. stress till like that. sot de ! and then hard sleep back lagi -.-

this week, DONE ! hmm, only four paper done. six more to go. haix, kinda disappointed. first day. bm. i'm okay with it. its easy for me cause ramalan almost kena. smile lagi that -.- second day bi. okay okay lar. i dont know why my bi suddenly so good. but still broken lar. -w- but, novel die ! the one i read dint come out. the one i only go through OUT pula. TUT ! always like that punya. haix. then sejarah :( i dont think i can get A for sejarah. paper 1 so hard for me. super sleepy lagi tu. paper 2 ? no hijrah. no zaman gelap. -.- THANKS ! i dont know de all come out. nasib many kbkk question. if not, sure fail ! :( now, math~ URGH !!!! lagi want kill myself. so many mistake. paper 1 super lan xi. i dont like it. feel like wanna back to that day that time and man man do. FIRST TIME, not enough time to do. :( same with paper 2. i know many do wrong, but i dont have time to correct it. i only got time to redo the graph. i cant find the straight line. so REDO ! that time was 12.20p.m, paper end at 12.30p.m ? TUT ! my hand was bergegar all the time. press calculator also keep salah. why ? why must this big day i have to face this problem ? :( spoil. everything spoil. lost my A+ T__T

today no paper. and i dint study at all. :( later go out lagi. mom bring go gai gai. haix. tomorrow will bu hui. STUDY STUDY STUDY ! moral ------> A+ i have to hafal 36 nilai. no problems for me. easy ! but, i hafal all make me confuse. i study half, i get A- i study all, i get C+ ??? Vyonne is totally not okay ! i'm confuse with 36 nilai :( hmm. i hope next monday, wont like this thursday. if not, A+ fly away lagi. okay, i have to ready now. go out release stress dulu. before i jadi gila :/ will update again if i got something to say. BUBYE ! :)

x_.]..Kaonne..["'_