today is 18 April 2012 :D so fast me and him already one month together lerrrr. i dint know he would be so important to me right now. like seriously. at first i never think wanna accept his love. its like i scared to step in love life again. thats why i keep on rejected him. now, both of us fall in love to each other already. i dint know for him larrr. but for me, i was so scared to lose him. once again ! scared to lose someone that so important to me. i wonder, how long this relationship can go on ? hahax ! nobody knows what will happened next right ? after that day i lose someone that i loved so much. i become more stronger than before. i wont expect much and try to accept everything. not that i dint trust my him now. just, anything could be possible right. maybe his parents dont like me or my parents dont like him. HAHA ! think too much again ? xD LOL !
he said that he wanna marry me now. well, to tell the truth. i dont wanna find another one again. i hope this relationship would be my last. hope so (: both of us been hurt by ex so deeply. our story almost same. know wont got happiness also ngong ngong dont want let ex go. no wonder me and him now together. i hope this is what God had planned. because if it is, then we will be together till old. he know why i ended up single. i also know why he ended up single. like seriously ! our story is the same. maybe with this, we know how to cherish each other. because i know how he feel and he know how i feel (: old no go. new no come. well, all i can say to God is........ THANKS A LOT :D even though he is not my last. i would be accept also cause i know, God is planning everything <3
x_.]..Ching..["'_
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