ღGo Away Pleaseღ

yeah. i thought she'll gonna be the LAST one who will argue with me because of BOYFRIEND. i dint expect that you also will be the SAME like her. you hurted me like how she hurted me before. you know, i was hoping you not like her. i was hoping you'll be the one. but then i'm wrong. you met him and then fall in love. after that your attitude change afterwards. dont you remember that you gave me a LOT of promised when i get hurted by her that time ? you gave me such hope like you wont be like her when you get boyfriend and bla bla bla. but then ! what i get ? you also same like them. only know how to give FAKE promise and then PRETEND nothing happened ? wow ! you such a good friend. can give you thousands of medals already ._. 

i don't want to hate you. but sorry. i had no choice at all. i'm not going to hate you. just i won't anggap you as my best friend already. you do wrong but you dint know what is your mistake ? walao ? you so pro orhh girl ? you really thought i'm strong enough ? what you thinks my heart made of ? a rock ?! please larrr. you think back your attitude larr. you always hilang diri when holidays. if get schools, sure ada your sms or calls. tapi kalao sudah holidays, mao tengok batang hidung pun susah. you tell me larr. when the last time we meet ?! on 23 May okay ?! the last day of school. say saja cannot out. p kalo dengan boyfriend boleh pula. apa kes tuu ? you cannot out cause no car larr ? then you with your boyfriend just because he get car ? ohya. sorry. i forget you only aim for those yang ada car saja. okay. pretend that i dint say anything. lol. and you. please remember. for NOW ! i'm only your normal friend. not a SUPER GOOD BEST FRIEND ! 

you make me disappointed again and again. i don't know how forgive you already. this is the second times already. if second times also the same mistake, then i'm pretty sure there'll be third times, fourth times and so on. if like that why should i forgive you when i knew it could be hurt myself ? better i give up on you right now before i get hurted more deeply. i'm sorry. i did this not cause i'm a bad friend. not cause i dint give you face. not cause i dint give you a chance. just cause you repeated your mistake. please take note that if you repeated the same mistake. mean that is a choice. not a mistake. if like this, i shouldn't care much about you anymore. i'm tired of being a doll to you. i knew its hard for me to recover. but i'm pretty sure, without you. my life will be more colourful ^^  you get your life. and yes ! i get my own life too. you can ignored me when holidays. so i'm pretty sure that you can do it again when reopen school. please. i think if you don't talk to me i will be more comfortable. you can live without friends when holidays. so keep it up when reopen school. only from 7am till 2.10pm saja marr you alone. paling lewat pun 4.10pm. don't scare larr. when back home sure ada boyfriend anda tunggu you already. once again. I'M DONE !

x_.]..Ching..["'_