ღIf Only I Be Thereღ

i waited whole morning. 7 something i already woke up just to check whether he got find me or not. well, its disappointed me a lot. sleep back and then dream about him. that dream would be the BAD dream i ever dream about him. he feel me annoy when i want go hug him. he feel me annoy till want fast fast go away. i scared in real life, he'll do the same :( today go out shopping with family. and my phone always in my hand. i dont want him to wait me very long if he find me. manatau, no. he dint find me. so, like i said yesterday. i MIGHT find him if he dint find me. so, i go sms him. to know, why he dint find me. well, he dint reply me. so i keep guess. he sure busy or sick so no reply. this is what i always tell myself.

4 something he finally replied. well, i dint expect he'll reply me today. i thought Cindy reply me but then, its him. *YEOBO* i still use this name and its really curious me what is my name in his contact list. he said second weeks very busy already. so i got a bit relax. i scared he sick again. he this ah zai sikit sikit also sick de :( we chat not so many then he say need give back phone jor. that three words i even dont know why cant send to him already. its like very WEIRD this. so i just wrote ' ily ' hmm, he dint reply me after that. very sad this. its like he 100% wont together with me already. what can do ? sendiri cari pasal. haix ! will wait next week again. i wont expect much. i'll wait surprise from him. if he still care :) * CURIOUS-ING + CONFUSE-ING *

x_.]..Vyonne..["'_